I honestly didnt see this coming. I thought things would be different and it would be like freshmen year all over again but no. God is still working on his plan that he will bring me. I see that everyday he makes some good progress and will somehow put things back in place. I started noticing some change which is a good thing. Also you even said i should start noticing some change. I never it would become this way though. Not only our lives change but ourselves changed. Sometimes i feel like its not right but its slowly coming together. I try not to think about those horrible times but its hard. I try not to assume things but everyone does it. I try my best to keep it steady and not go overboard like how i used to. Im learning from my mistakes and hopefully you are too. I know what im doing and you know what u want. God has a plan, a plan that he will not regret making. Whatever plan he will make, i will accept it.